Songs from a failed multimedia project.
I just had a very bad dream
And I can't shake the feeling
I just went and did away with all of my friends
It's not the best thing that's ever happened to me
But I can't go back
No, I can't go back to the way I used to be
I just went and told everyone all of my secrets
But all my secrets were about somebody else
Now no one will ever want to confide in me
But I can't go back
No, I can't go back to the way I used to be
And all these people that I used to know
They won't even tell me my own name
There's nothing I can do to get through them
They don't even know something's changed
I just had a very bad dream
And I can't shake the feeling
I just talked with the devil and shook his right hand
And now my whole life feels like a mystery
But I can't go back
No, I can't go back to the way I used to be
I can't tell her how I'm feeling
There is no way words would be enough
To connect her to my mind
Just when I'd stopped feeling lonely
Got this feeling of foreboding now
Though I thought I'd be alright
Now our love is setting like the sun
But I've no idea what I've done
And now it's time I turned around
And started walking away
'Cause I know it's the only way
I'll come back around
And start to remember those days in September
Did I decide to run and hide from love?
Well, I know we had our issues
But how could it be like this tonight?
If I didn't shut things down
They say hindsight's 20-20
But I can't see where she went
She's gone, but she's not just out of town
Were we both in love?
Or was I blind?
Either way, now I've been left behind
And now it's time I turned around
And started walking away
'Cause I know it's the only way
I'll come back around
And start to remember those days in September
Did I decide to run and hide from love?
But is it really over?
Am I overreacting to the fact
That she hasn't written back?
And now it's time I turned around
And started walking away
'Cause I know it's the only way
I'll come back around
And start to remember those days in September
Did I decide to run and hide?
I'm looking out of the window
I'm taking time to be sure
I know I'm not being followed
And that's all the more reason to feel alone
I'm shining brighter than lightning
I'm moving faster than sound
I'm flying like I'm a tiger
'Cause I'm sitting buried underground
Oh, I need someone who'll sit and listen
I'm too afraid to say what's missing
Someone take my hand and lead me to the light
And feel the beating of my heart tonight
I'm walking down the halls at midnight
I keep on sleeping on the floor
I'm feeling so alone it hurts me
I'm wondering what my life is for
While I'm waiting for the sunrise
Trying to find the holes in my eyes
Someone take my hand and lead me to the light
And feel the beating of my heart tonight
Turn off the light, close the blinds
Close the blinds, lock the door
Hard as I try, I'm not alone anymore
There's someone calling out, oh James, oh James
But I'm not sure that's still my name, my name
In the dark
In the dark
In the dark
I hear her name, see his eyes in my face
I hear her voice pleading for his embrace
I try to tell her everything's gonna be alright
I hear her fall and start to cry, to cry
In the dark
In the dark
In the dark
And as she dies I hear her scream
And all her cries fill up my dreams
But I can't run away from this
From my fears
In the dark
In the dark
In the dark
I just had a very bad dream and I don't know the reason
I just went and did something I'll always regret
And I don't know why I was outside of me
But I can't go back
No, I can't go back to the way I used to be
Come on and take a bow
It's all come to an end
The curtain's falling now
To never rise again
Come say good morning to
The world of your dreams
It'd be a lie if I said
I don't know what they mean
I'm totally obliged
To tell you everything
But I can't recognize
What was happening
And when the sun starts rising
It darkens up my skies
I'm staring up at heaven
Through someone else's eyes
Hold me, come take my hand
If you don't mind
I can't see, but I know I'm not blind
I'll be lonely instead if you don't mind
Just please don't make me look into my eyes
Time flies just like an arrow
Straight into my heart
I'm on the straight and narrow
That leads into the dark
Hold me, come take my hand
If you don't mind
I can't see, but I know I'm not blind
I'll be lonely instead if you don't mind
Just please don't make me look into my eyes